Titolo: little everyday revolutions
Fandom: Free!
Personaggi: Nagisa/Haruka, Rin
Genere:sappy e unrealistic all'ennesimo livello, tipo da dare le piste a tutte le romcom anni '90 romantico
Avvertimenti: in inglese, future fic
Parole: 1542
Note: questa cosa potrebbe essere stata scritta dalla me stessa di 15 anni fa per quanto è sappy e banalmente romcommy, per di più non ho la minima idea di come funzionino le selezioni per i team olimpici di nuoto, ma sai cosa? MI SONO DIVERTITA, e poi stiamo parlando di Free!, mica delle Olimpiadi vere. Quindi sticazzi \o/ also non sapevo cosa mettere come titolo.
Scritta per il COW-T, settimana 7, missione 1 (prompt "rivelazione").
Fandom: Free!
Personaggi: Nagisa/Haruka, Rin
Genere:
Avvertimenti: in inglese, future fic
Parole: 1542
Note: questa cosa potrebbe essere stata scritta dalla me stessa di 15 anni fa per quanto è sappy e banalmente romcommy, per di più non ho la minima idea di come funzionino le selezioni per i team olimpici di nuoto, ma sai cosa? MI SONO DIVERTITA, e poi stiamo parlando di Free!, mica delle Olimpiadi vere. Quindi sticazzi \o/ also non sapevo cosa mettere come titolo.
Scritta per il COW-T, settimana 7, missione 1 (prompt "rivelazione").
There he is. There is always that one guy at swimming races. Maybe casuals among the audiences wouldn't notice, but it's a well-known fact among local swimming fans that he's been going to every race for years, at least every race where Nanase is going to swim.
He doesn't have a fixed spot, he generally just arrives right on time and plops on whatever seat is free, but he's always there. And he's always screaming "Go! Haru-chan!" louder than anyone else.
People usually pay no mind to him, but among some he's turned into some sort of fun oddity, and spotting him is a little harmless game to play while waiting for the races to start. And then to others he's a small mystery, something they keep wondering and sometimes ask about, but receive no answer on. All they know is that his name is Nagisa.
And he's there, at the race today as well. He looks over with a little smile, to the calm water and the crowd packing the pool's seats. There is something different about his eyes today. Some sort of sadness, mixed up with the smile in his eyes. He grips onto the barrier when the swimmers are announced, and smiles a bit wider when Nanase Haruka comes out of the locker room and walks along the pool's border together with his rivals.
Nagisa smiles again, when the name Rin Matsuoka gets shouted to everyone as well, and he also yells, "go, Rin-chan!"
But his eyes are focused on Nanase. Like a lot of other people, he seems to be absolutely charmed by the most charmless man Nagisa knows, the silent swimmer who gives curt replies to journalists and then disappears in thin air as soon as the first chance pops up. And he's also very private - there are no rumors on his private life, no information on what he likes aside from his default answer, "mackerel and water". All his fans know is that he's been Japan's prodigy swimmer alongside Matsuoka for a few years now, that he is always excellent in the water but whenever him and Matsuoka swim in the same race there's a different brand of tension, there's a whole other atmosphere filling the air up.
Nagisa smirks in anticipation, for this exact reason. His body tenses up at the ready, and then his voice explodes as soon as all the swimmers dive. Even among dozens of voices, his seems to prevail, and just like every other time he calls out Nanase's name, but also adds Matsuoka's, with the same level of intensity as he holds the rail with both hands and bends over it, careless about all the looks he's attracting. There is no point to caring.
He needs to support Haru-chan and Rin-chan for the Olympics qualifications.
Some might say that is surely going to happen, that they'll make it into the national team, but still he yells like his life was on the line, like he has stakes in this race too. Like this is the only race that ever matter to him. He screams like he's there, swimming with them in one of their old relays back when they were kids, like he's waiting for his turn to compete.
It only takes them a few minutes, and Nagisa yells the whole time, and then louder when Haruka and Rin touch their dream first. He's crying, now, with fat tears rolling down his cheeks and muffled sobs as he stands there, just looking at Rin wrapping his arms around Haruka and crying as well, while Haruka's eyes seem to be lost in the same blue he just emerged from.
And then he looks around, to the crowded seats, silently scanning through all the faces he doesn't know nor care for, and that's when Nagisa begins hopping on his toes while in tears, almost risking to flip over the rails and falling from them, but he stops as soon as Haruka's eyes find him, and finally the swimmer changes expression. He smiles, which is something nobody in the public ever saw him do.
Rin walks past him, towards Nagisa, and yells something at him that none of them can understand given all the noise around, but then he makes a gesture and Nagisa nods in excited understanding before running to the gate. Rin gets there to let him through, and then among the general disbelief Nagisa jumps on him, almost toppling him over, and hugs him while yelling incoherently, before Rin finally tells him, "go to him."
And Nagisa does. He looks over at Haruka, while running with his shoes on, he almost slips on the wet floor but finally he slams against Haruka's body, makes him lose his balance a little, but they both just hug right there, before a full stadium.
And as everyone's mouths drop, Nagisa pulls back just a little, just enough for his eyes to dive into Haruka's deep blue, and then their lips brush. Just a little, touching just enough to suggest what's there, not too much as it would be obscene.
But the gasp coming from the seats is enough to know that now they know.
They talked about it before. Nagisa insisted, said he did not care about being judged, and that Haruka would not get disqualified over something like that - both of them agreed on one thing though. If Haruka was to enter the national team and secure a spot for the Olympics, both of them would throw their masks away and stop hiding. Not to do any big gesture as none of them are about that, but for themselves, and now it's real. There's no consequence to this that's worth the pains of hiding anymore. There is no pain they will experience next that will make this not worth it. Right now, though, Haru sees nothing behind Nagisa's eyes, they fill his gaze completely and there's no outraged noise that he can hear.
The only thing they hear next is Rin's voice, or better yet his croaking congratulations.
"You guys have guts," he says, with his eyes glittering and threatening to let tears out, as he accompanies them away, to the locker room.
Soon enough, though, a crowd of journalists drives Nagisa and even Rin away, surrounding Haruka who loses his smile as the world predictably invades his space with questions, now demanding answers.
Nagisa looks with some worry filling him up - they saw this coming, but it's still quite a big risk Haruka accepted to take. However, Rin's arms snakes around his shoulders and he pats Nagisa's chest quietly.
"Don't worry, he'll handle himself."
Nagisa looks back at him for a few moments, as his heart pounds furiously in his chest for all the emotions and tension rushing through his body, for the panicked thoughts running in his mind and intertwining with the happy, relieved ones.
Haruka searches for him with his eyes, and what makes Nagisa smile is the light in them, seeing the same relief in him within them too.
"Yeah, you're right," he says, walking past the group of famelic news hounds and to the locker rooms where they surely will be left in peace for a while.
Haruka reaches them several minutes later, with the most annoyed air, and Nagisa immediately rushes to him, with a little apologetic look.
"Do you... regret it?" He asks, with a small voice, but Haruka looks at him with a smile inside and shakes his head, still looking tired but somewhat satisfied.
"No, I don't."
"It was worth it, wasn't it?" Rin says, and throws him a towel to dry up, before ruffling Nagisa's hair the way he used to do a long time ago. And Nagisa smiles, just like back then, but looks over at Haruka.
"It was," he says, and grabs Nagisa's hand. "Rin-" he starts, but lets his eyes do the talking. Thank you.
Rin smirks, and rolls his eyes a little before waving his hand, and turns to the place where he left his clothes.
"Don't take too much, or you'll catch a cold," he says, before barking at a few more journalists who tried sneaking in. "You're all just pests! Leave them alone a second! Seriously!"
Nagisa looks his way, and then bursts in soft giggles, but stops the moment Haruka's lips touch his again. This time deeper. And this time it's a real kiss, long and intense enough to make Nagisa forget the guilt slithering around him.
I love you. They don't need to say it, but Nagisa does anyway, on Haruka's lips, and he smiles as bright as ever while Haruka takes it in, looking for words. But he fails, as many times before.
"I can't wait to be the next Olympic gold medalist's boyfriend," he coos, and lets out an excited giggle.
Haruka sighs, and rolls the word Olympics in his mouth for a while, appreciating the taste.
"I can't wait," he finally agrees, taking Nagisa's hand in his, savoring his warmth. There's a new reality opening up for them, an unknown path to walk along, but there is one thing Haruka knows for sure: with Nagisa by his side, he will never live to spend a boring day again.
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